Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Them.

i.LOVE.you.from.the.bottom.of.my.Heart <3


                                           Eana Ibrahim:
                                            A.K.A : Foosi
Lafwa Thaufeeg
A.K.A: Thappi


Iana Nashid
A.K.A: Naani


Hamsha Hussein
A.K.A: Hamshi


Mohamed Rafhan 
Ismail
A.K.A: Rafoo

Mohamed Zayan Zubair
A.K.A: Zai


Aysha Athif Jameel
A.K.A: Ayshie


Raya Rasheed
A.K.A: Mendy

Shaifa Shahid
A.K.A: Shy

Faena Fayyaz
A.K.A: Teapot

Hamra Ahmed
A.K.A: Humpty

 
Nashra Hassan
A.K.A: Nattu


Natsumi Hashimoto:
A.K.A : Fish Face


Michelle Dresler
A.K.A: Foxy


Isabella Stromeich Presicek
A.K.A: Izy / Azy


Yiping Fong
A.K.A: Ping Pong



Yolaine Betton
A.K.A: Yol (:


Amin Borgfeldt
A.K.A: Ameeeeeeeen

Nigel Chu
A.K.A: Nigel (:

Wanlin Oh
A.K.A: Watermelon Geek


Joanna Octoria Lay
A.K.A: Bing

Annie Jung
A.K.A: Bunny

&

Bibi Syakeera Badhri
A.K.A: Beebs

 
Pringgo Husin
A.K.A: Pringles


JeeMin Jang
A.K.A: J.M


Ong Chuin Chieh
A.K.A: Sucessful King

 
Jennifer Leigh
A.K.A: Jenny (:


Alyssa Ooi
A.K.A: Ally (:

***MISSING PICTURES***

Aish Mohamed Saeed
A.K.A: Elmo / Romeo XD

Shaiha Ahmed
A.K.A: Shai

Imran Naseer
A.K.A: Imma

Aththoaf Mohamed
A.K.A: Athoof

NOTE: There might be mushy cheesy things below, so CAUTION!!

I just wanted to tell you all that I love all u guys with all my heart and Im so glad I got to know you, you're all so awesome and I couldn't ask for better friends.
Each and everyone of you is unique and thats what I love about you guys.
You're always here for me, through the hard times and when i get way too crazy and loose my mind.
You don't judge and you accept me for who I am.
You lift me up and bring me back on my feet.
And I love you all for that, for being there for me and for being who you are.
Nothing can change what you mean to me.
No matter where we are in 10 years time, ill always count you guys as my friends and you'll always remain with me forever.
You're all beautiful both on the inside and out.
Don't be afraid to shine. "Warriors and Princesses" XD
Kick some ass muffins. I've got your back :]

P.S: There is no order as to how each and everyone mean to me, if I could, I would put everyone as one and then post it here but its not possible, so.. yeah.. 
And im sorry if i missed out anyone ): its hard to choose such little from all the amazingnessers (: 


<3 FOREVER AND EVER BABEs  <3

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

(:

thats.all.i.need.to.say.today <3

Monday, September 22, 2008

Love.

This made me smile so wide! (:
 
Always & Forever


Saturday, September 20, 2008

Blue.

I feel BLUE
Again. I know. Oh well.
Why is it that whenever I try to be really hyper
I always get a smack on the face and get pulled back down by gravity?

I love stories where the boyfriend has a thing for the best friend but this is just ridiculous.
The difference between fiction and reality is that fiction it HAS to make sense.
Reality Sucks! 

Friday, September 19, 2008

Over.



NEAR TO YOU
A Fine Frenzy

He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional
It couldn't last, I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back

Such pain as this have to experienced
Im still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious

CHORUS
Near to you, I am healing
But its taking so long
'Cause though he's gone and you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you

You and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

He's disappearing
Fading suddenly
I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me
Please

CHORUS

Yet, I'm better near to you

I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I belong
Where you are

CHORUS x 2

Yet, I'm better near to you.

oh well.

Listen.

"WELCOME TO THE DARK SIDE"

Ive gone emo.
Ive gone totally.
Ive gone crazyily.
Ive gone out.
Ive gone of.
Ive gone love.

Let me explain.
Yesterday, I was still stalking him.
Yesterday, I was so convinced he was my Edward.
Yesterday, I promised myself I wouldn't try so hard.
Yesterday, I still tried to stop stalking him-ended up going home TOGETHER.
Yesterday, I tried to take things slow for my ego.
Yesterday, I obsessed over him. again.
Yesterday, I got it out of my system about our difference in age.
Yesterday, I was crazily liking him.
Yesterday, I was still stalking him.
Today, I got crazily jealous and began to believe this is a BAD idea.


REASONS WHY I THINK ITS A BAD IDEA:
1. I dont want to get involved with anyone.
2. He doesn't know.
3. He does NOT need to know.
4. He's better off not knowing.
5. He probably likes someone else.
6. Worst case scenario-He probably has a girlfriend who he abandoned 3000miles @ home.
7. He probably has no feelings towards me.
8. He knows I exist but probably feels freaked I keep stalking him.
9. He probably gets annoyed by the fact I'm around wherever he is.
10. He probably likes _ _ _ _ _ _ / _ _ _ _ _ . 



That kind of SUCKS. big time. 

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Wanderer.

For some reason, I keep thinking about this song today
Its stuck in my head, maybe coz its exactly how I'm feeling? i dunno.. I LOVE IT <3

BAD DAY 
Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we needed the most?
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
They tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

CHORUS
'Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day, the camera don't lie 
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

CHORUS
Mmm, on a holiday

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh thats strong
And I'm not wrong

So where was the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

CHORUS
You had a bad day, you see what you're like
And how does it feel a one more time?
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

I hope this sticks to your head now..
Mwahaha *plans evil thoughts*

Dont you just get really jealous and HATE it if your friend [no matter how close / unclose she is to you] hangs out with the guy you like ALL day long? [even if he doesn't know you have a thing for him] 


I MEAN, SERIOUSLY

IT BUGS ME! :(


Its not my fault he's PERFECTION <3

Hey dont blame a girl for finding their Jacob okah? gimme a break, i dunno if he's my edward...YET!

Like I said, at the end of the day, im scared of being in love with the idea of being with him.. oh well


thats life..
SHIT HAPPENS

Monday, September 15, 2008

Adore.

There should be a song with these lyrics right here:

Is this love... ?? dot dot dot
I dunno.. I don' think so
So why is it that all I ever think about it is you?
What does it mean?
It makes no sense whatsoever to be feeling this way,
You awesome stranger
Yeah Yeah 
Is this love?
Dont ask me, coz I dont know, I don't think so

OH FISH it.. I've gone crazy.. D:

The closest lyrics to what I've got:
I find I spend my time
Waiting on your call,
How can I tell you, baby
My backs against the wall
I need you by my side
to tell me its alright,
Coz I dont think I can take anymore

Ohh DUDE these lyrics are awesome..
D: haha now if that someone asks me what I really feel for "that guy" I shall giv them the name for this song :D smart eh?

WhiteSNAKE - Is This Love?!?
"Wasted Days and Sleepless Nights, I Can't Wait to See You Again"

P.S: I haven't heard it so, I dunno if you guys'll like it.. J'adore la lyricz

Is this love that Im feeling
Is this the love, Ive been searching
Is this love or am I dreaming
This must be love 
Coz its really got a hold on me,
A hold on me.. dot dot dot

AM I A TOTAL LOSER FOR BEIN LOV-AHOLIC OR WHAT? >.< dont answer that :|

Wish I could stop obsessing over him..
Coz he's got me tangled up in this web
I cant seem to break free from within..
Maybe I should stop thinking about him..
Maybe then I can think about how I really feel for him..


I need a LIFE!

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Steven Strait.

Whats wrong with me? 
Why am I so obsessed with random people?? SERIOUSLY
I saw this picture of a couple who looked so GOOD together..
And the guy, seemed familiar, GUESS who he looked like?
If you guessed Edward, ur close .lol.
NAT! and I, believe deep in our liver that he looks just like JAKE in Twilight the movie.!!! Well not the actual actor but the supposed to be actor..



STEVEN STRAIT!!!


EEEEEEEEPPPss!! 
I know I know, its weird
But Ill show you guys a picture.
:Of the movie Jake not the one in the pic UNFORTUNATELY :(
All credits go to ME!: for discovering the pic :D
                              NAT!: for discovering the mutual appearance! lol



Listening To: Suddenly I See - KT Tunsall

Sometimes.

Its alright to be truthful about certain things
Its not alright however, to say whatever is on your mind without thinking about it

SOMETIMES..
I can't not think about it or control my anger
I can however keep my feelings to myself instead of taking it out on other people

SOMETIMES..
Its alright to be selfish
I, however have my limits and cannot press on you while your being snobbish

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Whatever.



This is so FRUSTRATING. 
I've been trying the entire day, to change my template.
Doesn't work.
Not simple. 
I need H.E.L.P!

:(

Listening To:  Fools Like Me - Lisa Loeb

Friday, September 05, 2008

Twilight Mania!

I CANT WAIT FOR:

TWILIGHT !!

76 days left..


woot woot ! im comin muttons go yay

Fine.


I ADMIT.
I am obsessed.
And yea yea even if its an OVERLY obsession 
How can u not be obsessed:
With TWILIGHT??
With Nigahiga?
With Fred?
With EDWARD <3 OH MY GOD! EEEEps..
lol.. *dies in a corner of hyperventilation*
uhh yeahh like i said, I am obsessed, But I dont give a Damn :]


Listening To: The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne

Introduction Time (:

Hello Losers,

Im bloggin' again.
Oh god.
lollo, its all your fault .___.
Oh well.
:]
Haha
Im bored
dot. dot.


Ohkay, I shall write again later
8)



Listening to: Like a Stone - Audioslave