It comes in waves.

Lyrics to Look After You :
If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

You are so beautiful to me (repeat)

I DO MISS YOU.. :(

Updated. Kind of.

Yeah its been a long time since I've posted anything here.

So basically what I've been up to was, travelling to Singapore for 3 days.

Which means I came back last night.

I'm actually kind of glad I went on the trip because well, I needed the space, distraction and the whole package.

I realized I love the ferris wheel in Singapore.

I didn't get to go to East Coast Park this time because we were too occupied with other crappy stuff.

ANYWAY, Zombie bought me an iPhone, which I shall post the picture here later.

Not that I'm bragging but I really like it. Haha. And the funny thing is,

my mom bought the black one, I got the um.. silvery pink one and the apple was behind it in silver [of the black phone my mom bought] but when she opened it today she realized the apple had dissappeared somewhere. The devastation huh?

I'm so frickin sleepy. I cleaned the house after watching Serindipity and The Wedding Date. Both movies which are love stories if you hadn't noticed already.

And its 4:07. My mom asked me in the morning to clean up, and I didn't so I did before sleeping because I felt really bad. ANYWAY I hope she realizes that I did a good thing and not punish me when she finds out I used the computer in my room at 4:08 in the morning.

What else? Oh yeah, Edo and I took pictures. Remind me to upload them later.

[thinking] I realized I hate how I blog. I shall come back to this some other time when I don't feel so quite extraordinarily sleepy.

I still hate her. And I really want *cough*

Oh yea. I'm hanging out with Nat tomorrow. Its supposed to be this re-kindling bestfriendship thing we've going on. Its called "NAT and IYYA's DAY OF FUN" sounds rad huh? haha :D

So basically this is what we're going to do for 2-3 days:

Watch a movie

Buy a lot of junk food

Camwhore

Go biking [or teach nat]

*Get a pet together <- I came up with this one in Singapore. cool eh?

.. I dont remember the rest.

Valentines day.

Sucked.

I wish one would often forget one was shy and one asked two out or something like that.

because two is getting kind of impatient over here plus two really needs to make up her mind. Just like one does.

See?

Sucks.

I read this romantic novel today called "HOT PURSUIT" by Christina Skye. I didn't realize it was romantic, I happened to like the pink cover because I was so drunk on not getting colourblind. So I bought it, and spent the whole day reading it. It was OKAY. Which reminds me, I forgot to meet Edo and I have to meet him tomorrow. Ee.

I hope Nat can come tomorrow

*fingers crossed*

Forget.

I think it’s equivalent to an earth-shattering feeling.

It’s like you try so hard to make yourself so perfect but someone, somebody has that ultimate power to blow it up all over your face.

Sometimes it feels like it makes no sense. What exactly am I doing this for?

Being compared is obviously inevitable, but they need to understand that it hurts to be compared.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt this exhausted. My entire self is drained, tired and forgetting what it feels like to carry a proper conversation with my conscience. Because if I had my mind in the right place, I wouldn’t be in this predicament.

I want to have my own piece of mind to scream out loud, just for tonight, that I don’t want to do this anymore.

And tomorrow, I’ll get up and do it all over again.

Chinese New Year.

happy chinese new year chinese 

(:

how 

can 

I 

move 

on 

when 

I'm 

still 

in 

love 

with 

you?

I'm Not Moving.

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

The Script~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FW6F_g3upKA

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving.
I'm not moving.

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

My Hands.

Accidentally, on purpose
I dropped my watch behind the tire
Threw my alarm clock inside the fireplace
Yeah, and I put the parental control on,
On the news and the weather channel
I'm outside in my robe I'm looking for you, oh

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on
to your hands and the hands of time
I need a hand, girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here, open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Baby hold on  
Hold on to my hands 
Don't let go

I don't think this is working
Reaching so hard my hands are hurting
Tried to let go in the first place
And I put the phone on the front lawn
Everything that shows time is gone
I'm outside in this cold
Still looking for you

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on
to your hands and the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of
mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Baby hold on
Hold on to my hands
Don't ever let me go

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on
to your hands and the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of
mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, hold on
Baby hold on
Can you hold on to my hands
Don't let go
Can you hold on to my hands

David Archuleta~

Moving On.

I was too blind to see it before.

But everythings' so clear to me now.

Now I know the best thing for me to do is move on and forget about you.

It may be the hardest thing to do but.. I just can't do this any longer.

Its NOT, okay.

I'm such a disappointment..

Today's perfect song.

One Last Breath.
Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

dancewithme...

Tagged.

Juma :D

http://calli-gurl.blogspot.com

\m/ 

7 days left.

Mocks.

Exams.

Tests.

Grades.

Results.

Beat.

Die.

Die.

Die.

10 more papers left.

8 subjects.

6 hours of revision.

ah, the pain.

atleast I survived the first week.

Midnight Bottle.

As a kid, I've always wondered how it would be to send

 a message in a bottle out into the ocean.

Always wondered but never dared to actually do it.

Well guess what?

For my new years resolution [ha ha]

which is, to do something NEW every time I go abroad.

This could be my new thing.

It might be FUN to just do it and see what happens 

[although I don't think anything would really happen]

Maybe it wouldn't go anywhere, maybe no one will see it

BUT if someone does, THEN GREAT!

[even if that person happens to not know English -which would be kinda weird]

ANYWAY, yes thats my new years resolution and I'm really excited

even though Im pretty sure people will think I'm crazy

for coming up with an idea like that. ><

And for and as a signature ,

I'm gonna add potpourri into the bottle

 so the person knows its sent with love.

HAHA!

awesome huh? I know! ;)

[dont worry, for those people who find me insane, im not high on anything..yet]

ARGH, cant wait for me to travel somewhere :)

Dunno when that will be but I'm definitely excited.

Midnight bottle take me come with me 

My memories and everything come back to me

Midnight bottle make it real what feels like make believe 

So I can see a little more clearly

Like every single move you make kissing me 

So carefully on the corners of my dreaming eyes

One Cell In the Sea.

Are you awake?

Are you aware?

Of that feeling like you are wearing your heart at your sleeve. Of that feeling like you are willing to disappear but you are inclined to stay there and watch your heart beat.

Its the feeling where you look at that other person and when they look back, you feel a great jolt in the heart. Almost like the arrow of cupid. You watch the other person move, laugh and talk. At that point, your infatuation takes over and you wish it would stop. It would control. You wish your heart would stop beating so fast. You wish your eyes would look away. You wish your emotions would contain themselves before you spill them all over the white marble floors.

You'll feel sick. Like butterflies are fluttering against your tummy. You'll feel not perfect. You'll feel the need to smooth down your hair, correct your posture and smile properly. You'll wish that zit would miraculously disappear. You'll wish you don't gush too much or speak too much.

Its like a rush of emotions. Its nothing but a crush.

I don't know. Its been long since this happened.

Happy Birthday A m i n !

 

(:

Falling Apart.

Hurt is inevitable.

We are well aware of that. We jeopardize our heart on a daily basis with the ridiculous sins we commit and the moment of weakness that leads us on. And the hurt we feel, that excruciating, breathtaking, agonizing, painful hurt we feel, gives us absolutely no reason whatsoever to expose ourselves to the same pain.

Yet, we do it. Over and over again. Even when we know its coming, even when we feel it coming, we do it.

Hurt, when you see it coming, is inevitable.
Hurt, when you are blinded, is heartbreaking.

"And no matter how hard you try, you know it won't work"
"........"
"But don't worry, we'll be there when it happens"
"When what happens?"
"When you get hurt. We'll be there"

I'm falling apart 

I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart

That's still beating

In the pain

There is healing

In Your name

I find meaning

So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin on)

I'm holdin on (I'm still holdin on) 

I'm holdin on

I'm barely holding on to you

Foosies.

We met in high school
Now we will be cool
Forever!!!
We been thru our ups and down
But every time we hit the ground
We got back up
Not giving a WAT
Not what people say?
About our strut
How we walk
With our heads up
And standing tall
It's hard for us to stay strong,
Were we think we belong
But we know
Even with them
We think of each other
You say I’m like your bother
You're like my sister
And that all that matters
And we don't care about all that chatter
But they know not to step to us
Knowing that we won’t ever cuss
We won’t get mad
Cause that aint us
All we do is brush
Them off with the dust
Off our shoulders
Cause aint no one colder
Them us we cool
So cool so clever
With bending the rules
And we will be friends
FOREVER

Copied from Thappi's post.

When you're all alone, 

And you need a light, 

Someone to guide you through the night, 

Just remember that I am here, 

To hold you close and dry your tears. 

Oh-ooh 

And just when you thought you were falling, 

But you know I'll always be right there. 

When you're all alone, 

And you need a friend, 

Someone to help you to the end, 

When you need someone to catch you when you fall, 

I'll be there through it all. 

Oh-oh 

Just when you thought you were losing, 

But you know I'll always be right there. 

I'll be there through the good times, 

And the bad, 

And we'll be there for each other, 

You're the best friend I ever had. 

Oh-oooh 

And just when you thought you were falling, 

But you know I'll always be right there. 

Oh-oooh whenever you need me, 

I'll always be right there. 

I'll always be right there...

♫One. Two. Three. Four.

One Two Three Four
Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless, long nights
That was what my youth was for

Oh teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing
But they want some more

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

Sweetheart, bitter heart
Now I can't tell you apart
Cozy and cold
Put the horse before the cart

Those teenage hopes
Who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up
To one little lie

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then (X2)

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are
Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are....................

Who you are...........
(Whoohoo!)

Fiest~

Faith.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing.

It turns up when you don't really expect it.

It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed.

The castle, well, it may not be a castle.

And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now.

See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you ,

and once in a while people may even take your breath away..

Breathe.

Welcome to the planet

Welcome to existence

Everyone's here

Everyone's here

Everybody's watching you now

Everybody waits for you now

What happens next

What happens next

Dare You To Move.

Perhaps I shouldn't think about it anymore.

Whats been said, has been done.

Whats been done, is the past.

Resolutions?

None.

Holidays.

Holidays are supposed to be fun filled with excitement and .. bubbliness.

Unfortunately, I got to go out just two times [I had a blast] but my holidays sucked because we have exams 4 days later ): And I think Im gonna fail D:

NOOOO!

Anyway, here are pictures of us hangin out. 

Meet Apple, Edo, Nadya and Tony (:

Hung out with them on the 31st before goin to the 'countdown'

So much fun!

I made the apple for apple (: yay

Cute huh? 

Very Twilightish.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Yay.

Photos below the xxx's are of me hangin out with my plumpiyumpiyumpkin fishy.

On the 27th Friday 2008, Nat and I went to Gurney to watch Twilight..again.

But later, she didn't wanna watch it so we had to watch something else.

Except, the  thing was that the movie we wanted to watch together was either full with available seats only in the first row OR it was 3 hours later [which we didn't wanna wait for] so, we stuck with Beverly hill Chihuahua - THE BEST DOG MOVIE EVER! haha

and it was so much fun!!!

And of course, we camhore-d throughout :D 

Exams Exams Exams.

exams exams exams exams

I HATE EXAMS!

School.

I'd really love to NOT go to school this year.

1. I have my exams.

2. I am gonna fail. [i hope not]

3. I really don't wanna go.

4. I really really don't wanna go.

Plus, PROM'S COMING UP.

On the 30th of January.

I wasn't so looking forward for that before but now I am.

:D Know why? 

Coz I asked my mom to sew this dress for me [with sleeves of course]

So now, I'm really psyched :D Its gonna be blue. 

P.S:
[I’d really really love to NOT upload my yearbook picture :]
So I wont! (:

TheExamFeverMakesMeDoWeirdThings.

I'm not their fan [coz I don't listen to their songs] but I love this picture!

<3

well not just them.

Since my exams are up, I've recently been buying a LOT of magazines and watching lots of movies lately. BAD ADDICTION. I KNOW! And what bad timing D:

Anyway, the JONAS BROTHERS aren't the only ones that have lured me into addiction.

Its dogs. 

Yes, dogs.

Argh what cute awesome furry little creatures they are.

Just look at them-my two favorite celebrity dogs:

Daisy owned by Jessica Simpson

                 

  and

Penny owned by Blake Lively

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaww. Cute huh?

A tribute.

Haha that picture better cheer her up.

Lin, if you're reading [im not sure if u come here anymore but whateverrr :P] this post is for you! <3

Ill miss:

15. Birthdays, Secrets & Surprises

14. Walking around uselessly in Gurney with nothing to do

13. Camwhoring around the Arcade and freaking people out

12. Calling you Yiping

11. Watching Haruki spill all over the floor while eating Subway sandwitches

10. Looking at twilight pictures on the website.

9. Watching youtube football videos with Moritz and You [laughing like hyenas]

8. Hiding from Mr.Weatherly and pretending to do our work

7. Screaming Danny's name and pretending it wasn't us

6. Gossiping and filling deets on who watched what

5. Teasing Yiping about her pevertedness

4. Calling Novak Djokovich -> Novak Dijovack

3. Hyperventilating about Twilight -while havin a convo with Amin whos in the other class

2. Watching retarded movies and reminiscing about them later

1. Telling you things I don't think anyone would understand

BUT most of all, I'm gonna miss YOU, everything about you :) i sound lesbian but I don't care coz I want you to know how much you mean to me and how much you influenced me. 

ARGH I can't even begin to imagine IB or the rest of the year without you.

IMAGINE YIPING!

WHY ARE YOU LEAVING USS?!?!?!

Ping would torture me with all the perverted thoughts, she has no one else to drop it on and with you gone she's gonna kill me with them! D:<>

:) dramatic, sorry.

Don't worry about fitting in there, you're gonna be great. And it's all gonna be okay.

AND YOU HAVE TO VISIT US!

I hate goodbyes so I'm just not gonna say bye. I'll just say "I'll miss you and I'm always here if you need me, just like you were there for me all these days" 

Aaaaah WANLINOH! / YIPING! haha [sorrry that joke never gets old]

I'LL MISS YOU SO EFFIN' MUCH! 

:(

2009.

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AWESOME PEOPLE :D

How My New Years' Was.

THROUGH A CHAT LOG! 

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:04:56 PM)
im fine but my muscles are sore from last night hahah

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:05:20 PM)
wat did u do last nite?

gymnastics?

hehehe

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:06:55 PM)
ahaha nah
i went out with friends at 1 till 7 and then i came back and i went out with my mom and my cousin to meet my aunt, my cousin and my cousins 'wanna be boyfriend' 
we went to this place called queensbay
reached there at 8
shopped shopped and shooped till 9
had dinner at dave's deli
walked around in the crowd

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:08:35 PM)
hmmm
intresting

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:08:40 PM)
went out the place, came in back again, went out through the other door, came back in again, did that a couple more times and i realized i still had to buy a bday present for amin

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:08:41 PM)
and then

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:09:08 PM)
soooooo we went back in, and i went upstairs [quickly coz i saw all the shops starting to close]
saw borders closed [i needed magazines desperately]
so i walked toward the information counter
tried to find 'echo park'
only there was no echo park there
and the freaks didnt understand a single word i was sayin
they didnt know the fricking shop

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:10:02 PM)
lolssss

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:10:19 PM)
out of all the 10000 shops there, they didn know even if the shop existed in the whole of malaysia
well its ironic because its supposed to be one of the very interestin / famous / expensive ghetto shops there ever was
anyway, i walked away frustrated coz i didnt get anythin done
so we walked around once more, and these fan crowds started gatherin up
they were runnnin everywhere like mad

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:11:28 PM)
hehehe
and then?

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:11:45 PM)
the singer walked past us calmly and no one was there to see them haha it was so funny. we wer jus standin ther watchin the actor
singer*
and he walked coolly
and 20 minutes later
followed the fans
hilarious!

anyway, after havin a big laugh over it, we walked back out agian coz the coast had cleared up
everyone was near the singer

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:12:40 PM)
which singer?

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:12:41 PM)
so it was a pretty good clearin
i dunno some chinese dude
half of malaysia was there

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:12:50 PM)
okiii

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:12:51 PM)
D:
so many people
argh
AND THEN

we went outside, sat around some more
walked around some more
i took pictures coz i was the only one left behind
only my camera didnt work because the bridge was so far and the flash only worked for so far
and so i jus stood there takin useless pictures of the penang bridge
and from the corner of my eye i could hear this freaky guy staring at me
so i had to move from there

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:14:25 PM)
okaaaayyy

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:14:31 PM)
and suddenly out of the darkenss-SOMEONE GRABBED ME!
nah im jus kiddin

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:14:38 PM)
hehehehehe
well guess it was intresting
more intresting then mine

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:15:02 PM)
suddenly out of the darkness above the penang bridge [which was so beautifully lit] i could seeeeeeee fireworks
red awesome fireworks
thennnnnnn these people backed up
and i was the only one standin there
so i ran behind as well so embarassing haha
AND then i jus watched the fireworks
it looked like it was touchin me
so close by
arrrrrrrgh amazing
ivent felt so alive in soo long

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:16:02 PM)
did u take pics of the firworks?

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:16:06 PM)
yup
loads
ill upload them today haha (:
after that we walked about.. 2 km and i was too tired so i sat down
and waited for the taxi which took SO FRICKIN LONG!!!!!
aaaaargh anyway that was my new yearrrrrr (;
night.
awesome and soaring
painful and happy
hyper and jealous

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:17:06 PM)
hehehe
jealous why?

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:17:09 PM)
i was so fuckin hyper i swear
jealous coz there were all these couple like all lovey dovey and i had no one
*yawn*

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:17:34 PM)
:P

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:17:49 PM)
i was happy for them though (: all of them looked so .. sweeeeet 
and through all the fireworks, which everyone was enjoyin, i was bein annoyin and i looked the other way while mom took my picture and i blew my horn thingy which ruined the whole thing :D hahah
well not realy
coz u cnt really hear the horn above the fireworks
(: so i guess everyone had a good night

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:18:44 PM)
hehehehe

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:18:55 PM)

except two people who were taken by ambulance 20 minutes later

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:19:00 PM)
hehehe

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:19:01 PM)
dunno what happend to them

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:19:01 PM)
lols

really?

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:19:05 PM)
yep

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:19:17 PM)
maybe they got deaf from ur horn thingy

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:19:23 PM)
aahhaha :p
and there were these kids
sittin behind us
so cute little kids
such devil in disguises
they were makin that sound

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:19:41 PM)
did u take pics of them?
which sound?

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:19:53 PM)
so i got annoyed and i made a really loud sound
and they stopped
but they continued once more
hahah
they found it amusing

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:20:07 PM)
lols

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:20:09 PM)
the horn thingy
the party pooper one

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:20:16 PM)
u had sooo much funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:20:19 PM)
AH, and i got devil thingys 

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:20:19 PM)
i hate u

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:20:36 PM)
it was bright red so the lightin and everythi was attracted to me :P hahaha
i was the bright devil 
^______^
and then i got these party thingy
the one with celebratory shit inside

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:21:02 PM)
salhi salhi
varah

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:21:08 PM)
coz i bought the top up
haha
but it didnt work

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:21:37 PM)
saaabus

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:21:48 PM)
coz even after i blew it, the guy [my cousins guy] couldnt pop it with his hands
when he did, only 2 strands of paper fell from it
hahah

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:22:04 PM)
hehehe

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:22:09 PM)
and then later b4 goin home mom bought a gazillion sweets
such a sweet tooth
:p
hHh
we came home around 3.. i think\
and i slept all the way over
disoriented as i was i went straight to bed
and woke up today with sore muscles

*unicefbŁĄčĶ ŃīŅĵÅ says: (12:22:47 PM)
and woke up

iyya. | angels and airwaves~ says: (12:22:48 PM)
and now im talkn to u about it 

Music Assembly.

Boy, it's been so long since my last post! 

Anyway,

As it turned out, we did NOT get to perform our amazing song. 

Apparently Ms.Leong didn't think we were ready.

Well it was all for nothing but I had a good time both days.

The assembly was both Monday and Wednesday.

We got our yearbook pictures!

I look horrible in it D:

My smile is horrible. 

So candid. Wish we could take our own pictures for the yearbook haha.

But then again, Im pretty sure it will take me 100 tries to get the perfect one!

[I am not so photogenic] UNFORTUNATELY, like some people.

Anyway, on Monday this was kinda the schedule:

-Senior Orchestra

-Senior Choir / Uplands Singers [including me XD]

-Joanna Lay's Band - No name

-Ryu's Band [I think]

-Sarah, Lauren && Edo - Kiss Me

-The Math Whizz - piano [so very nice]

I think thats it.

I am not so sure. It was a long time ago. [well maybe not that long but I have memory issues]

And on Wednesday.

It was all Junior Orchestra, Choir and people.

-Victor && Eugene - gollums song

-Jepherth [piano] TALENTED AWESOMENESS!

-Paige, Hai Ying && Naomi - cheers

Yeah it was pretty fun :D

--Unfortunately I dont have any pictures coz my camera died on me the previous day ):--

I Miss You.

Originally, I wrote this in 2008 but I'm jus posting this now = 2009 :)

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning 

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that

Easy to walk right in and out

Of my life?

-Almost Lover : A fine frenzy

I hate holidays. Why? Why can't I stop crying?

For All The Wrong Reasons.

I know. I know. I shouldn't have done what I did.

I shouldn't have done it. I know.

But if I hadn't done it, I wouldn't have known.

Wouldn't have known what you kept from me.

I thought you were different.

Turns out I was wrong.

Wrong all this time.

Now, I don't feel like I even know you anymore.

And I still know I shouldn't have done what I did.

But if I hadn't, things would have been different.

Normal, and I can't blame you.

I do though.

I do blame you for feeling that way.

I don't wanna be angry at you. 

But its too hard for me to see you.

Too hard for me to see what you're doing.

Too hard for me to accept who you're becoming.

Why couldn't you have just told me?

Why did you feel as if you couldn't let me know?

Why couldn't you just tell me?

Why?

Why??

WHY???

WHY????

its because of you i read it. because of you i accept it.

Them Moments.

For choir last year, we did 3 songs.
This was taken in March something.
Try to spot me. Its pretty obvious which one I am :P
And I had a BLAST! :D

“They live in you – Lion King”

“Isn’t she lovely – Lionel Richie”

“Breaking up is hard to do”


These were all for Ria = a day just for music.
RIA WAS AMAZING LAST YEAR.
Aah reminisces.

Anyway, this year we performed 3 songs once more. Not for RIA but for Carols by Candlelight which was on December 16th? I think yeah. And we performed:
”All day all night”
“Oh happy day – Sister Act 2”
&& “Oh Maria”

And unlucky for us, we had to wear these fricking robes :

which looked kinda cool but made us look fat and look as if we were the unofficial cast for HSM3! Lol. But we enjoyed it even under the lights and everyone was sweating like hell to get out of them. IT was all worth it in the end. And I can’t wait for next year’s choir :D

Try to spot me there. Haha. [ Im the short one with short hair ): its not so obvious in the picture but if it helps im somewhere in the middle :]

By the by, since we’re on MUSIC, I jus wanted to show you guys this video. These are all posted by our music teacher Ms.Leong :D And this video is the Hit Squad thingy. I was supposed to be here but I couldn’t make it because I was “sick” [I really wanted to go but I missed school the last week as my haircut looked so darn horrible] I know I would’ve enjoyed this like they did and I regret not goin there but hey, atleast I got to be in it on Sports Day (: [even though it didn’t sound so good that day]

Dark Blue.

We're performing this song for the Music Assembly :D 

Yes. AWESOME song.

Dark Blue - Jacks Mannequin

                               

I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)

I don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so

I'll wait (I'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)

Pick us up off the floor

What did you possibly expect under this condition so

Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of

Dark blue (dark blue)

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you

I said the world could be burning down

Dark blue (dark blue)

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you

I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..

Just dark blue

This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground

Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so

I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down

And now all I can see are the planets in a row

Suggesting it's best that I slow down