One Cell In the Sea.

Are you awake?

Are you aware?

Of that feeling like you are wearing your heart at your sleeve. Of that feeling like you are willing to disappear but you are inclined to stay there and watch your heart beat.

Its the feeling where you look at that other person and when they look back, you feel a great jolt in the heart. Almost like the arrow of cupid. You watch the other person move, laugh and talk. At that point, your infatuation takes over and you wish it would stop. It would control. You wish your heart would stop beating so fast. You wish your eyes would look away. You wish your emotions would contain themselves before you spill them all over the white marble floors.

You'll feel sick. Like butterflies are fluttering against your tummy. You'll feel not perfect. You'll feel the need to smooth down your hair, correct your posture and smile properly. You'll wish that zit would miraculously disappear. You'll wish you don't gush too much or speak too much.

Its like a rush of emotions. Its nothing but a crush.

I don't know. Its been long since this happened.