For All The Wrong Reasons.

I know. I know. I shouldn't have done what I did.

I shouldn't have done it. I know.

But if I hadn't done it, I wouldn't have known.

Wouldn't have known what you kept from me.

I thought you were different.

Turns out I was wrong.

Wrong all this time.

Now, I don't feel like I even know you anymore.

And I still know I shouldn't have done what I did.

But if I hadn't, things would have been different.

Normal, and I can't blame you.

I do though.

I do blame you for feeling that way.

I don't wanna be angry at you. 

But its too hard for me to see you.

Too hard for me to see what you're doing.

Too hard for me to accept who you're becoming.

Why couldn't you have just told me?

Why did you feel as if you couldn't let me know?

Why couldn't you just tell me?

Why?

Why??

WHY???

WHY????

its because of you i read it. because of you i accept it.