Listen.

"WELCOME TO THE DARK SIDE"

Ive gone emo.

Ive gone totally.

Ive gone crazyily.

Ive gone out.

Ive gone of.

Ive gone love.

Let me explain.

Yesterday, I was still stalking him.

Yesterday, I was so convinced he was my Edward.

Yesterday, I promised myself I wouldn't try so hard.

Yesterday, I still tried to stop stalking him-ended up going home TOGETHER.

Yesterday, I tried to take things slow for my ego.

Yesterday, I obsessed over him. again.

Yesterday, I got it out of my system about our difference in age.

Yesterday, I was crazily liking him.

Yesterday, I was still stalking him.

Today, I got crazily jealous and began to believe this is a BAD idea.

REASONS WHY I THINK ITS A BAD IDEA:

1. I dont want to get involved with anyone.

2. He doesn't know.

3. He does NOT need to know.

4. He's better off not knowing.

5. He probably likes someone else.

6. Worst case scenario-He probably has a girlfriend who he abandoned 3000miles @ home.

7. He probably has no feelings towards me.

8. He knows I exist but probably feels freaked I keep stalking him.

9. He probably gets annoyed by the fact I'm around wherever he is.

10. He probably likes _ _ _ _ _ _ / _ _ _ _ _ . 

That kind of SUCKS. big time.